The Biggest Loser!

Sometimes I wish I was bigger were I could be on this show (ok maybe that is a huge stretch, I take it back). I know that sounds horrible but I get pumped just by watching it. I just wonder what it would feel like to be there. I would love someone to push me as hard as the Jillian and Bob push the people on that show. That's what I want to do when I grow up. I want to be that person that is going to say something horrible true that you have been denying for years and deep down in your hear you know its right and it makes you want to change. Deep down, I think that I just want to reclaim that little bit of athleticism that I have left in me and teach people at the same time.

Okay, so today I did my workout in the morning and I actually had a partner today. I am a little disappointed in myself, I really thought I could move up in weights today and it didn't really happen. I think the biggest thing I need to remember is rather than keeping the same in weight or dropping it down, to rather ask for help. I just need to keep thinking about the bigger picture and become more focused. It is time to get serious!

So I am sure you are wondering if the diet is in place. I got the official plan today and for the most part today was a successful day. I realized that I don't mind brown rice as much as I thought I did and cooking everything wasn't hard at all and was very easy. We'll see how tomorrow goes!