Hello hello hello.

So I think it has been apparent that I haven't written in quite some time. This week has been very hard for me to get motivated and get to the gym. I have but just not as much as I should have been. That will all change tomorrow because my friend has mapped out the entire week of when we will be hitting the gym (thank goodness!) I also told her that I need to up the intensity a little bit and she completely agreed which is great too because I really need to start seeing results. Mentally and emotionally and physically (some what) I am starting to really feel great but I need to get full into it or I can already tell I will drop it quickly. I feel like there are too many things working against me, financially I think is the hardest. All the food, shakes and supplements (which I haven't even began with) are going to cost an arm and a leg but essentially what will get me to the next level. So much to think about and it would be definitely a lot easier if I had some extra cash rolling around. We'll see how the next week goes! I definitely need to get my head wrapped around this more, that is for sure!